I think that so often we think of healing as this peaceful thing. The smiling woman sitting atop a mountain with a calm look on her face, deep in her meditation. We think of quiet, yoga, retreats and breathing. We think of all of the people we see that we see that seem so calm, so together. Maybe we think, why can’t I just be like that? The truth is that healing doesn’t always happen this way. Healing is messy. Healing is painful. Healing is breaking apart everything that you